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honesty to clusterfuck

i was so close to taking your hand, to telling you "vänta". to kissing you,

                                      before you could walk away from me. i was so close to go from clusterfuck to honesty and then right back to clusterfuck.

                                      i threw up behind a white public building and you walked by, (i periferin, i drömmen, i lämna mig föralltid). you don't know it, but you've educated me. you told me things nobody else would tell. you gave way to ways nobody else would take. and like the second most educating thing in my life, school, you gave me terrible head aches. the migraines would pulsate through my body. everything would hurt me. the light (your laugh). the colors (your intensive eyes locked on mine). the voices of strangers (that you don't do drugs). the voices of friends (bob dylan).

                                      still lost and still a clusterfuck. never went as far as honesty.

en klassiker

när vi tränger ihop oss i din våningssäng en natt går den sönder. plankor lossnar under madrassen.
i din gamla våningssäng konstruerad för barn klockan två på natten. din kudde är jämt fuktig av dina tårar. som om örngottet bara nästan hann torka innan jag kom.

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blönd önnöt

klär mig som en mamasan, sminkar mig som queen b, stickar en som grandma, ritar som en gud, fantiserar som en mentalsjuk, kräks som en magsjuk, blank som en fosterhjärna.

låtlista part 2

1. Jedi Min Tricks - Heavy Metal Kings 

2. Marcus Berg och Svartrot - Kär-lek 

3. Eels - Fresh Blood 

4. Wilco - Heavy Metal Drummer 

5. My Morning Jacket - Touch Me I'm Going To Scream, Part 2 

onsdagar

kroki, laminerade poem, tacolunch, brooklyn ale, djungelvrål, yoga, stickning, nya skor, kanelbullar och den kortaste kjolen.